Calling off work because I don’t want to leave my bed.
Not taking anti depressants because they make me feel crazy.
Not responding to anyone who contacts my phone.
Sleeping for more than 12 hours.
Then my manic depression kicks in and it’s more like…
Where is everyone?
Why am I always alone?
Crying because little things aren’t little things.
I want to be social but not too social because then I get anxious and want to run away from the situation completely.
I’m best off staying in bed a few more hours.